Autobiography

This is a song by Nicky Minaj about how she felt berore an abortion

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic

My voice projected my life reflected

Daddy was a crack fiend 2 in the morning had us running down the block like a track team

When he burnt the house down and my mother was in it

How could I forget it? The pain is infinite

She's my queen and I ain't even British

She's the only reason that I went to school and I finished

She told me that I had talent

Got on her knees and prayed for me when I started being violent

She saw something in me that, 'til this day I don't know if I could be that

But I'm a die trying and when I'm done crying

Grab the iron

And black out like I'm retiring

Nightmares of you killing my mother

The reason that I sleep with my head under the covers

and should've thrown a book at you 'cause I hate you so much that it burn when I look at you

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected

Damn I wanna run to you

Hold you and kiss you tell you how I miss you

Thought I would have a son for you

But now it's officially over and I can't let you go

But I gotta let you know all the shit I did make it feel like I'm dying real slow,

'cause no one understands me they don't know what to do when I'm hurt when I'm angry

You was my friend and my man and my daddy,

You was there when that bitch tried to stab me anything I ever needed knew you had me

'Cause of you all them chicks couldn't stand me

So why I hurt you that's the question

It took this long for me to learn my lesson

'Cause now all I want is peace and get drama

I finally understand the true meaning of karma

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected

Please baby forgive me, mommy was young, mommy was to busy tryna have fun

and now I don't pat myself on the back for sending you back

'cause god knows I was better than that to conceive then leave you the concept alone seems evil I'm trapped in my conscience

I adhere to the nonsense listened to people who told me I wasn't ready for you

But how the fuck would they know what I was ready to do

And of course it wasn't your fault

It's like I feel it in the air, I hear you saying mommy don't cry

can't you see I'm right here I gotta let you know what you mean to me

when I'm sleeping I see you in my dreams with me wish I could touch your little face

or just hold your little hand if it's part of gods plan, maybe we can meet again

May the lord protect me as the world gets hectic my voice projected my life reflected