Wednesday, November 19, 2014

Prayer are being answered!!!!

     Yesterday as a man was pulling up to Planned Parenthood his car hit a metal rod on the curb. This punctured his tire and caused it to go flat. So he went to the volunteer who stands outside of the abortion mill and opens the door. He asked him "do you know where a hardware store is?" The volunteer simply replied no. I quickly pulled out my phone and told him there is one right down the street. I started to realize he intended to park there. The man comes back saying "do you know how hard it is to be black in this neighborhood?" he told me that they would not let him returnt he tool he just bought and it was the wrong size. He went in Planned Parenthood. Then back to the store. So when he got back from the store I asked him, "Are you here for Planned Parenthood?" To which he replied "yeah, I'm here with my girl. she's young and I already have two kids, she's setting up an appointment for tomorrow." I said to him "You know, I was just thinking that you said it's hard to be black and I'm sure in some places it is. I said "Do you know who Margaret Sanger is?" (As the whole block area is named Margaret Sanger Square). He had no idea. After we finished talking. He went inside, then came back outside they sat in the car for almost an hour and a half talking.
     He came back out of my car and started saying "I am so sorry man. I had no idea I am so thankful for you being here. Me and my girl were just talking for a while and we decided were keeping our child.Can me and you please stay in touch and be friends?" I said absolutely. We exchanged numbers. His name is Rah. Keep him and his girlfriend in your prayers. There was also a couple other women i was able to speak with. One was standing outside crying with her boyfriend. I told her God loves you and counseling is available if you just had an abortion. Her boyfriend asked what I said. I told him. He said "no we haven't done it yet. We also don't really want too. I told him about EMC Free Abortion Alternatives and how we offer all kinds of help. They got on the train and went straight there!!! They alo have exchanged contact information with me. They were in a bit of a hurry to leave though as it was very cold.
      So yet another girl was standing outside older. I asked her also if she was there with someone. She told me of how her daughter was coming but she was an hour late. She also told me of how she didn't want her daughter to abort.Yet her daughter wanted to abort and nothing she said changed her mind. Her daughter is 13. The mom took her daughter in when she showed up. She agreed to come out and talk to me some more.
So her daughter did end up having the abortion sadly she began telling me of two neices she has who are also pregnant and planning on aborting I told her where we are what we do. I gave her my number as well. She said she hopes and prays her neices will be willing to go!! I hope these two babies can also be saved keep them in you'r prayers! Perhaps the man who's tire was flattened was answer to prayer. I even told him it could be a sign from God you need to keep this child. He told me of how hard it was to get there to Planned Parenthood. Again please please pray!!!!!




Flat tire


This week our work was to try to get as many women from Planned Parenthood to our offices. Josh and me stand in front of the clinic and where handing out our papers and talking them the services we offer in Brooklyn, Queens and in the Bronx. Yesterday we had a great time.


A car arrives at Planned Parenthood. A guy and a woman walk into the clinic. When the guy wants to move the car hit to curve. Flat tire. He was the whole morning upset, moving from one place to another. He had nothing to change the wheel with. He moved from one Hardware shop to another, had no enough money in his pockets. We tried to help him, and he asked Josh what we where doing in  front of the clinic. He was like "you know, I think God doesn´t want me to be here. That's why all this happened to me."



When his girlfriend came out, they where talking into the car for about an hour. When she gets out, our friend came to us and said, "You know guys, we´re going to keep it!" This was the biggest gift we can have. The whole time standing out there in the cold weather was worth it.

Saturday, November 15, 2014

God is stronger


Another baby saved!!! She said that originally she was not sure she wanted to keep the baby of a boy she didnt know she would be compatible with or not. However she says she really wants to marry him. I encouraged her to bring the boy with her and come back
.            After showing her the video we often show and then telling her the risks she said "okay there is no way I can do that. So where can I go for prenatal care?" I'm hoping to see her again with the boyfriend because according to her. He thinks it's only a piece of paper. So I would like to speak with him about this. Also we took a huge hit with the supreme court. More laws trying to protect the murdering of innocent children.. So please pray against these spiritual battles.
             As we wrestle not merely with flesh and blood but against the evil ruler and his minions. Pray against his plots. Lord guide the words that come out of our mouths. Guide the footsteps of these girls to you and to our doors so we can help them. Melt their hearts of stone.

A brave woman

        This week I was alone in Queens. I felt nervous because I had never been alone in the office from EMC. This week I was talking with few girls, but thanks to the last of them, who came to the office the last Tuesday this week has been one of the bests. She was from Long Island and she was eighteen years old. She didn’t know if she was pregnant, so she came for doing a pregnancy test. When she did the test and she could see that she was pregnant she couldn’t believe it. We were talking about this great news, she knew that her life would change with a baby but it didn’t mind her, she was so happy that she called to all of her friends and her family to tell it them.


        She didn’t know that I was happier than her. It is very hard seeing every day a lot of women who think that abortion is so common like going to the hairdresser. So I sometimes need meeting one of these girls, they give me hope and I grew strong again. Do you know what is the greatest thing? Knowing that a baby will be born.  

LADY DI

This has been the best week since I’ve been here. On Monday I had a “turn around”, on Tuesday I had two “turn arounds”, but the girl who impressed me the most was the one on Wednesday.
She came in wanting an abortion, thinking that she was going to have it that same day. When I sat with her, I told her that we had to complete a form, do a pregnancy test and then a sonogram. She didn’t want a sonogram, didn’t want to see what was inside of her. I explained its importance and took advantage of that to talk about fetal development with her. She was amazed! We spoke about everything, her family, her situation, her fears, abortion, side effects, her daughter and her baby, the baby she wanted to kill. 
“You are not alone, you are a great mother. Be a greater one!” That was my sentence.
After an hour and a half of conversation, she went into the sonogram room. When she came out, a nurse told me that she was 11 weeks and 4 days, so I picked the choice book we have in the office, looked for the picture and information of an eleven weeks old fetus and showed it to her. Then, while she was holding and looking at a picture of her baby, I asked: “What do you want to do with your pregnancy?”-Silence-“Do you want an abortion?”-Silence-“Are you undecided?”-Silence-“Do you want to keep it?”-Silence-. She kept her head down looking to her baby in the picture, then looked at me and said “I think I’m going to keep it!”

This has been the week in which I’ve felt more comfortable. That has resulted in 4 babies saved!

Confidentiality and confidence

                            

Yesterday I was at the Brooklyn office and a 15 year old girl walked in. I sat with her in one of our rooms and start listening to her story.  What I like the most about this internship is the chance I get of speaking with a wide range of different people: teenagers, young adults, even women in their late forties (I once had a 50 year old one, but that's another story) and their boyfriends, parents or friends. 

But obviously, these stories have a condition: I can't just go and start telling everybody that Miss So and So is pregnant and looking for housing; so the first thing I told them is that what they are telling me is confidential and I would never share their personal information such as name address or phone with anybody. Sometimes they allow me to write down their initials for the posts in this blog, so that's what I'm doing now. 

This girls was S, and although her test was negative she was really thankful for all the information that I told her about the different procedures of abortion, depending on how far the woman is, we were also discussing the risks and consequences for quite a long time. Then she asked me a couple of questions about birth control and was really surprised when she found out that the pill has plenty of side effects and that condoms don't protect you from all the STD's. 

To sum up, what I love about this work that I'm doing here in New York is that I have the chance of reaching plenty of people and inform them of things that would help them to make an aware decision; and that they are calm and can speak up because they know that I would listen and understand. 

Friday, November 14, 2014

Into the... Bronx!

I just passed my first week in the Bronx office. "Free Abortion Alternatives" and "Biomo Beauty Tattoo" is what women see when they pass in front our door. "Oh", they might think. "I get an abortion and a Tattoo for free?". We work hard to make them return back home with another question "They rescued my child's life for free?". Yes we do. Every day. Here, at the Bronx office.



Next week we are going to have a brand-new Sonogram and one of the nice nurses that are training this week in Brooklyn. So let's see!


Wednesday, November 12, 2014

TOO YOUNG, TOO OLD

This week I have already been a couple of days in Brooklyn, this is, because there are three nurses being trained, and there is an extra hand needed.
Yesterday I had a woman who was called Miss T, she is 41 years old, has three children and two grand children.  The only reason why she wants an abortion is because she feels that she is too old to be a mom at 41. I told her that she isn’t that old, that her boyfriend would help (he wants to keep it), that the baby is also his, that he has a say in this decision. Her baby will be able to play with his or her niece and nephew and they will take care of their baby aunt or uncle.
IF NOBODY IS TOO YOUNG OR TOO OLD TO HAVE AN ABORTION, WHY IS EVERYONE ALL THAT YOUNG OR OLD TO BE A PARENT??

Saved from an abortion!!!

 So two days ago a girl came in wanting an abortion. Of course this is not unusual where we work. However she had a baby that she originally planned on aborting. He is now two years old. I had the great pleasure of holding him. He just came up to me and reached his hands out to me. I held him and he fell asleep. However this new baby..please pray for her new baby. She plans on aborting this one. her last baby boy was actually born def. She is taking him to have implants put in his ears, a surgery so he can hear. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PRAY FOR HER AND THE NEW BABY I BEG YOU!!!  This little boy.. had grown on me so much while I held him. Also a new girl came in today. Another abortion bound mother. Her intention is still to kill. Her actual boyfriend is in jail and she admitted that the reason she has been sleeping around is because she wanted to fill the void in her heart that had been missing him. She already had a child behind his back and when he found out he was devastated. She said she could not do this to him again. She even after our conversation which lasted for about two hours still decided she wanted to abort i set her up for a sonogram appointment she is 14 weeks and I'm praying when she hears that heartbeat.. That she would decide to keep. Also pray for her the baby and even her boyfriend who is in jail.

Magic at the sonogram room

                                                

Yesterday I was at our office in Brooklyn when I asked this woman to come in. We started the conversation; usual way: she is pregnant, she already had two abortions and no kids of her own. She feels its not "the ideal moment" because she is currently working a lot and living with her grandfather, taking care of him and his needs.

I told her about the different resources that we offer here: the housing, the supplies, baby clothes or the prenatal care; but she didn't care. Her wasn't a financial problem so this resources didn't matter. 

I thought that I couldn't tell her anything to make her realize what abortion actually entails because she had two, but I started overgoing through the different risks that each new abortions means; how it increases in almost a 140% the possibility of developing breast cancer or the potential inability of having children in the future; now she is 26 and feels that is not the moment but, would "the moment" arrive at some point in the future? Maybe no or maybe yes but it would be too late and her uterus too damaged to conceive. 

She was still wanting the abortion so we entered in the sonogram room and there, something magical happens. When she saw her baby moving, when she heard his heart beating, when she could saw that what she has inside was a real baby, with baby shape, and that the baby was healthy she couldn't do anything but smile and said "that's my baby! look what I have created! He is moving!" so she asked Sandra to print a picture of the baby and she asked me when she can start prenatal with out doctor, isn't it amazing? 

Now take a lot at that sonogram, and then dare you to tell me that miracles don't exist. 

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Living a lie

             Today I have been with a girl in the office of Queens, she wanted to have an abortion. Like a lot of women she told me that she couldn't keep her baby because she was studing, she wasn't ready to be mother. I showed her the video about abortions methods, shuddently she told me "Please, stop it!", she felt sick and two nurses came to help her. That girl never have had an abortion before, and she didn't know anything about abortion.

              Not only women are beguiled about this but also abortion doctors are not interested in letting people know all risks that an abortions has. I can't allow that women make up their mind without having to understand the details of abortions. I'll be in front of abortion clinics, in the office or wherever I could help women, beacause they deserve to know the truth.


Hypocrisy

  I live in a World where killing millions of babies is legal, I live in a World where a dolphin is more important than a human baby. They always told me "they are not persons", how funny! That was said by Nazis when they killed jews. I am afraid because that is the problem, they can't understand that they are persons. Could you imagine what would happen if I did an abortion to a dolphin? I will go to the jail, but a doctor who does thousands of abortions is inocent.

           So there is only a way that the Law can't prohibit us, praying. Everybody who thinks that abortion is a murder should pray about this. We think that we are living in a free World, but liberty costs too much. In this World there are being killed millions of unburned people. Yes, we are not different to Nazis.    


In front of the clinic


This weekend we stood in front of an abortion clinic. We were handling out papers to woman who went out of the clinic. Why? Because if we gave it to them before entering, the security guard destroys our papers. There is also a line we are supposed to do not cross, so we patiently have to wait a few meters away of the door. The most terrifying thing of this clinic is that they attend little children to visit the doctor... In the same clinic!!! It is really incredible how people can have two faces.


There was also a nice group of nice people praying in front of the clinic.  They used to stay there one time a week. It gives us forces to continue our work!

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Chicharito has a new fan!


Last day I had my first turn around! I feel very proud of it! A spanish speaking woman, A.R. borned in Mexico called to the brooklyn office. I caught her call and tell her to come to the office to have an appointment. She thought that she was like one and half week pregnant, but after the sonogram we saw she was FIVE WEEKS PREGNANT! After seeing the video about the abortion procedures and her son through the sonogram, she said she didn´t want to get her child murdered in such way. She simply had no idea what abortion was. Now she is happy about her decision, she had three other children and is married, and was going to tell their sons that they where having a new little bro/sis.


A.R. told me that her sons love soccer, and they where big fans of Chicharito, the mexican soccerplayer of Real Madrid. Next June, a new little Chicharito fan is going to be born!

My first week at EMC



A week has passed since I arrived for the first time in my life to New York City. Coming to New York is like déjà vu, you already know the places because of the movies. The city is incredible and the people over here are very awesome, but our aim here in the city was... to get bring more awesome people to life.

My name is Fernando Fanjul, I've been studying law for the last four years, and doing actually a course focused on Movies and Films. I'm an enthusiastic of movies and theatre and I love to act. What makes me really happy is to help other people. EMC offers me, not only helping other people, it helps to bring people to life. I'm going to stay in NY for three Months.

During my first week at EMC, Chris and Kathie helped me to do my job as good as possible. I've been in the Brooklyn office reading, watching videos related to abortion procedures, handing papers out in front of abortion clinics and assisting to my first appointments. The first time I did one on my one was last Tuesday, with the presence of Nicole the nurse, and after that, with Sarah.

My first impression is that the woman who came to EMC are begging for help, even if they don't know it. Abortion is the last way they would go throw, but they really don't know the alternatives. Therefore we are here, to help them and to explain that there are alternatives, real alternatives, free abortion alternatives.


Turning Point!

            Today at the abortion mill it was quite cold. Very few girls went in for the period of time in which I was there. Two in the back one in the front many pro lifers showed up today. At first it was only one. Her name was mary and she was praying very fervently I appreciate her prayers. It encouraged me. Today lifted my spirits back up!Many more showed up Standing very near the holocaust chamber entrance praying and fighting in the spirit in fact a girl had started walking up the block. Saw us and turned right back around and went back where she came from perhaps she chose life!! I pray She did. I hope so. I hope this place closes in the name of Jesus. Abortion will end or I will die fighting against it my entire life!! In fact seeing so many people praying infront of the doors today I started weeping.                                                                                   While i was in Queens when I first got here, I was looking through the spanish dictionary I found a word. A spanish word. It is Guerrero. This means warrior. I could never forget this word as I am in the frontline of a spiritual battle. A battle for the right to life!! While I was nowhere near this woman who chose to turn the other way. Pray she does not come back!! I believe it was the prayers that turned her away. Perhaps she is catholic and she completely changed her mind when she saw us! Please continue supporting us in the great endeavour of battling for life!!  Thank you Jesus

BREAKFAST WITH TIFFANY

Just to let you all know: MY FIRST WEEK IN THE NEW OFFICE IN QUEENS IS OVER!!! Sadly we haven’t had a lot of clients this week, but the ones we’ve had, have been great!!
Early on the week a girl called Tiffany came in. She is 19 and her boyfriend is 18. I asked the boyfriend to wait outside, where I have strategically settle some information down, while I talked to her. She told me that they both work, though they don’t earn too much. He is in High school, she would love to go to college. When I asked what were they planning to do with the baby, she told me without hesitating that they wanted to keep it! After talking I gave her a pregnancy test and then, while we waited, I started to speak to both of them. He had been reading one of our books in the waiting room and had been watching pictures about abortions and of babies that have been aborted, he was horrified, he was repeating over and over: “Babe, we are never going to that ok?? It’s HORRIBLE!!!”


When the pregnancy test came out and showed them that they actually ARE expecting a baby, they were so happy that felt like celebrating, so I accompany them outside, we bought a bun and a juice and have breakfast together.

The fruits of our labor

                                                     

The other day, I was at the Bronx office when this girl arrived. She was young, just turned 19 and she had a shy attitude but I invited her in and she smiled me back.

From that moment on I knew that we were gonna understand it each other. We start talking about her: her story, her situation, her family, her past. She told me that a couple of years ago she was pregnant and her family made her an appointment for an abortion and force her to do it. She has been regretting it every single day. She confessed me that she is glad and surprised about the warming atmosphere that our office has, despite of our youth or the difficulties that some of the spanish interns has with the language we try to make everybody comfortable and confident. They must feel that they are at some place of peace, where they can be themselves and that there is no need for them to be afraid or ashamed of what they have done or they were planning to do.

And that is what Iove the most about this job. That there is no judgement, we accept them as they are (and I must say that they accept us to, because hey, who says that been a spaniard in New York City was going to be easy?) so I told her not to worry and she took another pregnancy test and we confirm that she is pregnant. Ok, let's take a deep breath, "this is magnificent"-I told her" You have been given a new chance, and this time you are not going to let your family decide for you. You are making the decisions, this is your baby, growing inside of you, and no one has the right to force you into anything.

Those words gave her strength, or maybe she was a really brave girl, gee she must be a warrior. She began to tell me about her plans for that baby, about her finishing school this year and getting a job. About her taking her of this baby, her baby. And she was excited. I asked her if her family was going to support her this time and she said that probably not, that her mom was sometimes threating her saying she would kick her out if she got pregnant again. I told her about maternity houses and the Sisters of Life. Groups or asociations that are focused on giving shelter to pregnant women until they give birth and 6 months later, places where they help them find a job; and she was happy and she take note of everything.

Then she leaves with an appointment for an ultrasound in our Brooklyn office next week and she told me to stay in touch.

I hope this story encourages more people to come and help because these are fruits of our labor, this is our reward and these are the babies and the women we are helping. This is real. 

Thursday, November 6, 2014

Anonymous Heroes

          Sometimes, when the day is over and I am at home, I think that I am fighting a lost battle. Fighting against abortion in a country where it is a free and legal choice is like a battle between a fox and an elephant. When I can't convince a girl to keep her baby I feel frustrated, but when I do, I could open a bottle of champagne. I have to say that winning a battle here is more difficult that anything you could imagine. But when I think that everything is against me, "they" give me hope.

          They are people that help us with their prayers or their silent support, I call them anonymous heroes, few days ago I met one of them. I was praying near an abortion clinic when a car stopped in front of me, a man told me that I was doing a great work and he was proud of people like me. His name is Enrique, he is from Colombia and he has got a beautiful wife and a lovely son. He told me that he prays every Saturday in front of that clinic for all of those mothers that they can't understand that a baby is the greatest gift that a woman could receive.

             When I meet one of these people I feel that I am not alone in this fight. Thank you very much to all of you.

THE LAST AND FIRST ONE

Last week it was our last in the office we had in Elmhurst. Each day we had a chair less, a table less, or a cupboard emptied. On Thursday, a couple hours before closing for good, a woman came; she was accompanied by a friend. Her friend (whose name was the same as the district we were in) came up the stairs and rang the bell: “Do you help pregnant people here?”,  I looked at her and then down the stairs and saw a very and merry pregnant lady (Miss S) who couldn’t even come up. I answered “yes” and went down the stairs to talk to her.  Miss S is eight months and a half pregnant.  On her second month she was diagnosed with a risky pregnancy which has held her in bed ever since (skipping doctor’s advice to come to see us). She hasn’t been able to work, there for; she hasn’t got any money to welcome her baby girl!

On Monday, we started in the new office in Jamaica Ave. It took us very little to settle in, though we are going to need, at least, a couple more weeks to adjust completely. Sadly, our first day, no one came in. Nevertheless, I took advantage of it and phoned Sisters of life. I told them about this woman, asked for the resources she needs and gave them her address. 


In this job teamwork is very necessary, because we cannot reach to cover everyone’s needs. It would be impossible, so there is one association for every step in the way. 

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

Back to the frontline

Hey there, this is Teresa posting again here at the EMC blog. I just graduated this past May from the

University of Navarra School of Law and I have been thinking a lot about what I like to do now and 

actually, I don't know. 

So I've decided to come back to NYC, the city that never sleeps, the land of opportunities, the place

where dreams como true to find out what I want to do. And is there a better way for doing so than 

helping others? Helping all those young women that come to the EMC offices everyday looking exactly 

for the same thing: an answer. An answer called love. 

Wish me luck in my third adventure with this wonderful organization called Expectant Mother Care, I 

hope to bring them peace or at least, just a smile :) 

Here is a picture of me with my really good friend Fernando. He has come to help too. We will keep 

you posted!


Lies of Abortion industry The pit of death!

            Yesterday in Brooklyn, in the ASA college vacinity on 81 Willoughby st there were a few women who Appeared to be having an abortion eventually a man came out and said "we do not do abortions here anymore,we used to but no longer do i have worked in this building for 20 years and i do not agree with abortions believe me we used to but no longer do." Here are a few of the girls I was able to hand out some of our flyers too. 
                So what I had done was told one of our workers at EMC, (a female) to go schedule an abortion. As i assume they had lied and she was successfully able to schedule an appointment. Mind you she is not even pregnant. But clearly business is just business. Money is money. Lies are lies and that is all this business is. Lies of evil and plotting for money and death.  I have some of the cards with The dcotors names on them in order to set up an appointment. I will post the pictures of the cards when I can. Many girls, most girls would not even so much as look at us. A few were willing to speak with us. I knew the lies an deception behind The Abortion industry. I've experienced many of they're tricks in the past. Including an abortionist who tried running me over with his car.
         A man was yelling at me at the Planned Parenthood on Bleecker street and said he wishes he could have me arrested for disrupting their business. I said nothing back. However I thought to myself I wish you were arrested for the many lives of children you are legally killing and calling it a business. This is very disturbing to me. Please pray for the closing of the abortion industry. Pray the devil's schemes would be thwarted.

Saturday, November 1, 2014

DEAR BABY, DEAR MOM

While I was in Brooklyn my first day in training, I heard one of the other counselors ask a mom: “What do you think your baby would tell you right now?”
This week, in the middle of all the moving out hurries, I had a few clients. One of them was M. She is a wonderful American girl, she didn’t know what to do. When I was speaking with her, I made her this question. She was in blank, but I could tell what she was thinking, so I turned it around and asked: “What would you say to you baby? How would you explain?” As she answered, all started to make sense in my mind, and in hers.
 “I am sorry baby, I know you are inside of me, I know that you exist, but I need you to understand. I am not ready to welcome you, I haven’t got the money, the time or the maturity that is needed. I didn’t plan you, you were a surprise. I am afraid of not being able to give you everything you need, afraid of not giving you all the love and security I should. I don’t know how to be a mom, I wouldn’t be a good one, of that I am SURE”.
“Don’t be afraid mom, I don’t know how to be a son, but don’t worry, we’ll help each other”.

After a bit more talk, M decided to keep the baby.

Another beautiful Turnaround!

Another beautiful turnaround!  This girl here in the picture gave me permission to take a photo with her. She has had a rough few weeks. She found out her boyfriend was cheating on her and he does'nt know that she knows he was. She found out when going through the messages in her boyfriend's phone with another girl. We talked a lot about him. How she deserves better. He has been cheating on her for at least two months now. Yet she has stuck around God bless her poor aching heart! She has made the decision to break up with him and keep her baby anyway!!! I told her she should speak with her mother since that's all whom she lives with!! we were speaking on the phone and she told me her mom would help support her in keeping her baby!!!
         I told her I was sorry about the boy. That t his baby is a blessing from God she is catholic and I told her how a baby can take the heartaches away and turn that heartache into joy and love. She cried and hugged me and thanked me when she left. Again I am so thankful to the Good Lord Jesus Christ for he has shown me love when i used to lash out in anger and following him as been the best decision of my life. In fact I spoke with her about God as well. She stated that abortion is horrendous to her however she felt it was the only way out. I shared a few bible verses with her and told her she could call me if she ever feels like she can't take anymore. I am so thankful for what God is doing here. I am thankful for his holy spirit without it I would be completely lost in how to handle these situations. Please pray for her!!

two Turnarounds at PP!!

Earlier this week we had several conversations with many women and two of them had agreed to go to brooklyn for a sonogram!!! They are both keeping as of now. This was such great news, it is so good to be used by God in such a way as saving lives. Many are called and few are answered and simply by answering the call to come to NYC for this internship history is being changed!!! One man thanked me dearly as his fiance was in there. He is a Christian and he said he was deeply convicted by my presence there he called his fiance and had her come out to speak with me. She wouldnt speak with me. she was very shy so he spoke he said how they were Christians. So I have been speaking with them on a very regular basis. He was saying it was no coincidence our paths crossed. He constantly thanks me. They are going to be going to prenatal care through EMC!!!
        Praise The Lord for his mercies which are new every day even for those who originally intended on killing they're child. Bad is used for good for those who love him! In this case the intent of planning on killing they're child caused them to meet me and get free help!! Oh how good God is. That is all I can say. It isn't me who's doing this it is him and I will acknowledge him for it. All that has been done has been through constant prayer and I firmly believe that. Very firmly so I ask you to constantly and continously pray for those who work for EMC for wisdom patience a love that is ever growing boldness and integrity. I ask the same for the workers at Planned parenthood.
          I pray they would have wisdom as well and the boldness to quit what they are doing. I believe they already know. In fact I know they know what they are doing. I cannot point my finger at them though. Judgement starts with the house of God and if we are not doing are job how can we blame pagans and merely use them as a scapegoat for our own lack of ambition and self righteousness?! We must first be blameless and Holy in his sight. We must walk in love and truth. My goal here is not to serve EMC, but to serve Jesus. My Lord, My Saviour. He sustains me. He is also the only way out these worker have the only way out these mothers and babies have. Pray fervently for each of them I beg you all dearly. Be generous in your living. Be faithful. Do not give up on these children ,mothers, or abortionists,(they need Jesus too!) please support us. Please stand with us. As we are giving so much. The cause is worth it!!!